tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32237145.post2258365748186930568..comments2024-03-16T14:19:24.563-06:00Comments on Narcissists Suck: Residential EvilAnna Valerioushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02537877317873251678noreply@blogger.comBlogger4125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32237145.post-49170760447471151662014-05-01T16:25:04.309-06:002014-05-01T16:25:04.309-06:00You just cleared up a LOT for me in this post. Sin...You just cleared up a LOT for me in this post. Since my Nmom couldn't keep her vicious tongue under control enough to to be a "charismatic leader" socially, she used her CHURCH and slavish devotion to any female pastor the church had to the extent of sending my father to drive me to the ER once, because SHE "Needed to pray with the pastor before the service". Mom couldn't be popular anywhere else, so she used the church as her "cult". This explains SO much, including the fact that she is greatly distressed that I refuse to attend church (mostly because I don't want to get sucked into her network of "followers" who she uses to spy on me and put pressure on me to to do whatever she wants. Calafiahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10875504337034831461noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32237145.post-59055160769980702582007-10-09T18:16:00.000-06:002007-10-09T18:16:00.000-06:00"pitied from afar"Yes! That hits the nail right on..."pitied from afar"<BR/><BR/>Yes! That hits the nail right on the head!Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32237145.post-68004367328773471712007-10-04T15:43:00.000-06:002007-10-04T15:43:00.000-06:00Excellent post!I wonder if that 'evil being' your ...Excellent post!<BR/><BR/>I wonder if that 'evil being' your Nmom talks about is her own ASTRAL PROJECTED SPIRIT and its so awful, even to her - she's dissociated that its even a part of her.<BR/><BR/>Just a thought ;)Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32237145.post-43184302177798713902007-10-04T15:02:00.000-06:002007-10-04T15:02:00.000-06:00As usual, you bring up so many good points. Would...As usual, you bring up so many good points. Wouldn't it be easier if evil walked right up to you and announced, "I'm evil". Then you would know what hit you. Then you would know what you were dealing with. The thing that makes this all so maddeningly insidious is the way I thought until very recently that my mother was the end-all-be-all and that there was something wrong with ME. <BR/><BR/>Isn't it interesting how they create the very fear in you from a young age that they then they use to control you with even into adulthood? I mean, these things are worked into every cell of your being. When I started seeing her for what she was, I actually felt like I was betraying HER. There were many months in trying to come to terms with this that I thought I was going stark-raving mad. I would go back and forth, back and forth, back and forth. Is it her, or is it me? Am I crazy, or is she? Isn't she the beautiful, charismatic, intelligent, persuasive, Master's Degree in Psychology, Christian, perfect person that I was programmed to believe that she was and who everyone else believes that she is? Or is there really something wrong with this picture? Oh, and then the FEAR would come on me that I was such a BAD GIRL for thinking ANYTHING negative about mom. And of course, if you dare say anything - it gets so twisted and convoluted by her that it makes your head spin. Well, now I know better.<BR/><BR/>Oh, and she would never admit that a "being" came to her room at night because that might suggest that it is something other than God. No, SHE gets dreams and visions and "words" and scriptures from God. Always just when she needs them and always with just the right answer to her dilemma. And always, always, always something that makes her look sooo spiritual. And then she presents it like a pretty little package with a nice bow on top that makes HER look so good and so "blessed by God".<BR/><BR/>Get a load of this . . . She was asked to be the keynote speaker at a Full Gospel Businessmen's Luncheon. Picture, bio and all on the brochure. Didn't she just glory in that!!<BR/><BR/>The topic . . ."Suffering". OOHH BROTHER!!! So, do you know what the whole talk was about? ME! Yes, ME, and how she's suffering because I have offended and rejected her. Well, I guess I lied. The talk was really about HER and how God's using HER<BR/>suffering, and how SHE is going to be the bigger person and rise above all this and forgive ME. And how God is showing her sooo much about motherhood through all this, and how he's making her a better, stronger person blah, blah, blah. It is so outrageously audacious that it makes me want to puke.<BR/><BR/>So, as I stated earlier, blatant evil, although a formidable force, would be easier to deal with than THIS. . . Evil masquerading as "goodness". Evil actually claiming God himself is on its side and fooling everyone around it. Evil pretending like it has your best interest at heart, telling you it loves you when in fact it is feeding you poison and intent on destroying you. Calling itself by the name MOTHER, who only ever loved you and sacrificed everything for you.Cathyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04146169503042368869noreply@blogger.com